Life can be pretty overwhelming as it is exciting. With the world continuously changing, we feel this need to keep up with how things are going. Continue reading “Trust Yourself—You Know What Your Heart Needs”
Life is one big game of crap shoot, full of lovely and unpleasant surprises. Continue reading “A Brief Description Of Life”
Life is better when it’s a little uncertain. Why? Because uncertainty leaves room for the unexpected. Continue reading “Life Is Better When It’s A Little Uncertain”
I crave more.
I crave that immediate connection. Continue reading “A Thank You Letter To Everyone Who Has Understood Me”
Today make a bold move; press the delete button, without hesitation without fear, without regrets. Continue reading “Delete The Negative People From Your Life”
I know firsthand how hard it can be to breathe. Continue reading “Read This On The Days When It’s Hardest To Breathe”
It’s nice to have people who truly value you, people who promise they’ll stay by your side no matter what. It’s like finding treasures in a land full of gravel and sand – rare, unlikely, and implausible – because only a handful can and will actually stay true to their promise. Continue reading “Read This If You Feel Like You’ve Been Left Behind”
The strongest souls that you will ever meet are the ones that hurt the most, cry the most and feel the most.
One reason why sometimes you hate scrolling down the Facebook feed is seeing your friends getting ahead of where you are. Admit that. Continue reading “This Is Why You Should Stop Being So Hard On Yourself”
Life’s not simple. You don’t want it to be. You want temptation to tempt you. You want frustration to overwhelm you. You want madness, insanity, confusion. You want pain, hate, fear, anger, loneliness. Continue reading “Read This When You’re Feeling Bad”
Before you love me, please take your time to get to know me. Continue reading “Before You Fall In Love With Me”
I want to like you, I really do, but when you continue to behave this way, I really don’t see how we can go on. Continue reading “An Open Letter To Mornings”
Looking back, I now see my arrogance and ignorant ways of my past self. How is it that in the present we lack the ability to stop ourselves from making horrible decisions? I am fully aware that we need to make these mistakes in order to grow and learn but is it really worth the self-discovery at the cost of someone else’s pain? Continue reading “An Open Letter To The Relationship I Wish I Hadn’t Messed Up”
Anxiety is a daily battle. Here are 7 daily reminders to help you fight your battle. Continue reading “7 Things To Remember When You Feel Like You’re Losing Against Anxiety”
Sometimes I hate.
Sometimes I think terrible thoughts.
Sometimes I get jealous.
Sometimes I am not grateful for what I have.
Sometimes I want more and I’m never satisfied.
Sometimes I laugh and I really do not mean it.
Sometimes I smile, but I’m really rolling my eyes.
Sometimes I’m nice only because I have to be.
Sometimes I stay positive only to fight someone’s negativity.
Sometimes I care too much about what other people think.
Sometimes I say things that are hurtful to others.
Sometimes I’m angry with everyone because I have too many thoughts in my head.
Sometimes I judge people.
Sometimes I think people overreact without trying to understand.
Sometimes I do nothing instead of doing something good.
Sometimes I take the easy way out.
Sometimes I really could care less.
Sometimes I am not really happy to see others happy.
Sometimes I wish I could run away.
Sometimes I wish I could just give up.
Sometimes it hurts to look back at these thoughts.
Sometimes I agree with them to avoid conflict.
Society makes us believe that these sort of thoughts are unforgivable. If I had a choice, I would choose not to think about these things. I work on this on a daily basis, but I have learned that I work better when I challenge why these thoughts came into mind in the first place. At the end of the day, we are all only human and we cannot always control what runs past our mind. This is okay. I am here to say you are not alone. I can say that with a fact that this does not make you a terrible person. I have a list of why this is;
Most times I am not thinking about what could go wrong.
Most times I am smiling and working to make someone else smile.
Most times I apologize for doing something hurtful.
Most times I will not repeat my hurtful words.
Most times I celebrate other’s success.
Most times I laugh enough to work on my anxiety.
Most times I say grace for the small things.
Most times I make the most of what I have.
Most times I am nice when I do not need to be.
Most times I will compliment a small detail.
Most times I stay positive to infect it in everyone’s day.
Most times I do the right thing even when no one is looking.
Most times I give everyone the benefit of the doubt.
Most times I am sorry for the decisions I make that hurt others.
Most times I stay put and face my problems head-on.
Most times I look back on my thoughts and smile.
Most times I have no idea what I am doing, but I continue to do it.
Most times I do good instead of doing nothing.
Most times I love.
The point is, most times I am doing the best I can do, and that is okay.